Hey. Yeah time to blog. Though there's nothing really interesting to blog abt actually. Ha. So the mid year is finally over. Obviously, the last minute work is not working man. Even though i studied intensively for econs 3 days before the econs paper, i think that passing the paper would be a miracle for me. Haha. MCQ and the DRQ part were total hell for me. So out of point.

And because of her lack of discipline, Rad didnt manage to find the time at last minute to read the Geography notes. And ended up, watching the SIngapore Idol which was not worth watching at all. But i still could afford to waste my an hour becoz at that point of time, anything else is better than sitting in front of those Notesss with eyes that almost surrenderred. Sigh. I know this cant go on man. A levels is important to me. Yeah i know that. Yet y cant this mind work with the body?? Urgh i hate this man. At the end of the day, i dont want to waste time without earning anything, i dont want to waste my parents money which they have invested on my education. Andmost importantly, i dont want to waste my parents dream.

I dont know whats gonna happen to me in the future. Somebody pls help me. Im so insecure that i really need somebody to constantly motivate me man. Then i feel abit better. And sadly, being with him doesnt help. Sigh. Im back with my insecure self. Urgh! Fuck you Rad, stop having negative thoughts!! Come on, dont take relationship at this level seriously ok Rad. Its not worth it. Coz anything can happen. Ha. Im just being on the safe side. i dont want to be too involved in it u know. i'd rather take things slow. Urgh. Its well said but its not always the case really.

I dont know y am i so attracted to find out abt her. She's attractive. If i were a guy, i would date her. Haha. But dont worry, im not turning lesbian or anything. Im still straight. Haha. ANd sadly, she's not what i used to think abt her. But yeah, there are many people out there. Many people with weird lifestyle. So yeah, interesting to know. Haha. But nowadays, ive been looking at pretty girls too.. Its nice to observe how people behave. Interesting.

And i just hate it when somebody knock on the door when im sleeping. FUck her la. Now, becoz of that, im in bad mood. DOnt come near me coz i might just get pissed at little things or nothing at all. Urgh. Period.