im so tired of the same thing over and over and over again u know. Y cant u just be straight forward with me instead of keeping everything inside and hoping that i would know what the hell is wrong. And stop showing your fucking attitude man. U dont want to talk to me, just say "get lost" and dont have to lie and pretend that ur actually sleeping. It hurts me more when ur not being honest. Bah. Im getting bored with this. But history has taught me to be patient. So here i am trying very hard not to let my emotion on its own solve the situation. Sometimes, its just so difficult for me to define "us". Ha.