I know im soo damn slow. But here are the pictures for Racial Harmony Day 2006 :)

We can make the most silliest Face ever :)

Check out those legs man, Damn Cacat

The members of 05A8

Hey guys im back from playing some hockey and we didnt win. *Boohoo* So just blog hopping.. Not as tiring as it sounds.. haha. Wait!!! Give me a minute. I feel like puking.



Oh my god. That bloody blog make me sick. Its not that im against the blogger or whatever, but the content just make me geli. haha

So now i've learnt that he is not sincere. He is just a typical mat flirt. Looks can be deceiving man. Like whatever.. SOoo he started chatting with me on MSN just becoz he wanna get to know my friend? Loser. That is so pathetic dude. And what, i got to know that he flirts with another of my friend. Oh my god. He thinks he's a hot guy in school is it?

So much for wanting to help me in my maths. Now i know that its not sincere at all. Ade udang di sebalik batu. Whatever to you la, guy. ha. Im not missing anything. I just hope that my friend realise that this is all fake. But by reading her blog, i guess she's now all obsessed. Oh my god. How can that girl be flattered so easily. SIgh.

Come on, correct me if im wrong ok. She hated him like shit. So one day, he said 'hi' to her, talk for about one week. And tadaa! they are now good friends. Oh wow. WOW. Lantak la nakk... Asal kan korang bahagia dengan orang2 yang sejenis. Padan la tu. U might ask, y am i so uptight right?? Haha the asnwer is, i dont like guys who are not sincere in friendship. They just talk to you and be nice to you when they want something. (Tho to me its normal for guys to flirt around once in a while) But i dont like when not-so-handsome guys flirt. It just make me wanna.. puke. Im wrong for thinking that you are a nice guy.

Ok ok. Im being mean here.. But a message to girls out there " AT ANY point of TIME, dont be too easy with guys. NOT WORTH IT."

K i better stop now as im gg to watch the SINGAPORE IDOL . And sorry to you. And you. i dont mean to be so harsh

Wait. i think JOAKIM GOMEZ sucks at singing. REally suck. So this week me voting for NURUL!! WOoHOO

Bye

Hello everyone. Below are some pics taken when me went out with Hariz, Rai and Izyan last Sunday =)

Baybeats

This guy playing the guitar with blond hair is super cute. Really. The lead singer also quite hot. WOw. The band on top is from Norway if im not wrong. wakaka.

Me and Rai MOshing With the Crazy Crowd..Wakaka

At the end of it, we sweat like pig. ha. Its like as if i just finished hockey training :S But we still sure like it alot. Haha. Rai next time we go again!!!!

Yesterday, we had the Interhouse hockey Tournament. It was boring i tell you. We need to wait for an hour plus just to play our next game which lasted for only 10 minutes. Bleah. Can you imagine. But yeah, my team which consist of ME, AIlin, Joanna, Sebastian, Chee hao manage to get through the next round which is today. Haha.

Yesterday, when we played against Balaji Team, he fell two times trying to get the ball from me. What the hell man, its not my fault that he fell, he attacked from my back so he's asking for it. Its impossible for me to avoid such incident. But still, i think he is cute. Wakaka.

And for those who are curious, y am i here on a Thurday morning blogging instead of being in school, the answer is so simple, i woke up late and decided to skip. Tadaa. Hmm actually i purposely did not set my alarm clock la because there's econs test today and i have not done my Gp compre. Wahaha. I just looked at the calender last night, and guess what, less than 4 months to Alvls. Argh!!! Ok, me shall go to school later in the afternoon for Geog consultation and also play hockey. Wakaka =)

And YA!!! did i tell you what i did on Tuesday? WHahahahah. He's an idiot. Really. Really really really an idiot. And he's weird :)

Today, Me, Sang and Annusia are heroines for the day. Thats becoz we were out saving the world! Yeah man. The story goes like this, we went to SPC outside school to get some snacks. After paying for some paus, Sang and Annusia were still having an serious discussion on what they should buy. Bleah. SO as usual me selenger-ly stood one corner and enjoyed the marvelous blackpepper pau of mine. Okok in short, after the tough decision making, Sang qeued behind a guy for payment. The guy looked damn suspicious. He was looking around. When he noticed that the person at the counter was busy talking, he quickly grab a carton of Calrsberg and speed out of the place. Me feeling abit kpo asked Sang to ask the lady at the counter whether the guy paid for the beers. And she said no, but instead he paid a box of HL milk which cost 70 cents with a 50 dollar note. When i told her what i saw, the workers there went panic, even the OilpumpingApeks outside. Some even tried to run to the direction i pointed and hoped that they could find the man. So the girls, Sang, Nusy and Rad once again save the world. Woohoo!

We had Yoga just now. SO cool. I can balance myself pretty well. And the school is gg to set a world record. Yoga Mass Display :S

For civics, yesterday, topic on Racial Harmony was covered. Since the class is divided into groups according to races, i felt that it kinda relevent to us. There are 5 cliques altogether. Chinese girls Gp1. Chinese girls Grp2. Indian Girls. Chinese boys. And the malay girls plus Sang. (Yeah, ur probably wondering y sang extra right, thats becoz she claims that she is a Eurasian. Confused.)

So anyway, i realised that it is not abt being racist. Sometimes our actions can bring wrong messages to others. Its just that so happen that we have more common interest that we are always together.Becoz there are sooo many things to bitch abt. Like if i bitch abt this guy from Anugerah Screen to a chinese friend, she'd probably just smile at you becos she just has not idea what crap am i talking abt. SO i need somone who'd give be a better reaction and that obviously gotta be a malay in my class.

Personally, i am not racist. My bf is a non malay and i get along well with other races tooo. In class me and sang we are pretty close. I think becoz we are both lame so we can relate with each other. And we can tahan each others lame jokes. Me find it comfortable talking to Grace, Renuka, Shanti too. All the hockey mates in JJ are non malay except for me and Nurul but i still find them fun to talk and joke with. So to sum it up, its not abt the race here. Its abt the character. Some ppl u just can get along and some u can just crap with them for hours. For example, even if a person is a malay, and i cant relate to the stuff she's talking abt, different frequency or the character just sucks, most probably i would not be close to her either. That is showed clearly in sch. I just cant imagine myself lepaking with some malay ppl in the sch.

ANd human being just like to make generalization. For example, i always hear ppl say that chinese students dont bathe in the morning when i know that there are some of the ppl i know do bathe. Just becoz u dont like a malay becoz he cheat on you, you cant say that all malays are bad what. So this is an unfair statement. But it is sad that this usually happen. And some actions are so typical. Even if statistic has shown that the early marriage and divorce rate is increasing for the malays, we cannot say that all malays are problematic. This is obviously generalization. I know it is abit out of point here, but let me just rant. Stop making generalization. Like saying "Malays are stupid. Malays are lazy" so there are no chinese or indians or other races who are stupid lazy? Whatever, use ur brain. Dont just say without thinking becoz it just show ur immaturity. Right.

And i know that there are many racist ppl out there. Come on, whats the use of looking at each others differences. And discrimination against race shouldnt even exist especially against the minority. There are more ppl getting married to ppl of different race for example one of our ministers, Mr vivian balakrishnan, so what im trying to say that, there are no excuse that u cant get along with a person because of the difference in colour. Afterall, we're singaporean. (chey, ard one month to National Day la dey) haha.

So we are gg to sit at random, mixing the different races together in class for a week to show that we have nothing against the other races. Haha. We take this serious. yea.

And u'd probably wondering, what am i doing here on a Wednesday morning right? Hah, i overslept. The weather is so great. Yay! Gonna go sch for the public talk tho. Its something abt scientifc fact behind the Tsunami which happened in 2004.

yesterday went to East Coast Park. Nice weather. Crowded. PPl bbq-ing. Picnic-ing. Kite flying. Skimming. etc etc.Had a hard time finding a spot for the tent. So at last found a perfect spot. Chill to the max. A perfect day to relax. Played psp games. Too bad it wasnt perfectly planned. So our tent lack of weight and was so empty :). It was so windy and the leaves noisily rustling outside. We thought that it was gg to rain but nah. Weird. Ard 10 pm we cleared everything and went to marine cove. That place is awesome. Bars. Pool. Billiard. Karaoke lounge. Restaurants. Bicycle renting also available at night. 24 hours Mc showing the World Cup match. Didnt want to leave the place actually. How i wish i could be like this forever but hell, reality sucks. I still have to face the A level in few months time. And for now, the only thing mother/father/bro/aunt/friends/ teachers ask me to do is to study. And even if i do study,its not like as if its gonna make any difference. The way Mr gomez asked "Rad what did you do during the June holiday?" make me kinda guess that i have done really badly for the Paper. And its not like i didnt study. I studied with Fad days before the Paper remember? And its all wasted. So whats the point. I gain shit. Nothing. Whatever. Life as a student sucks. So boring. And studying has never been interesting for me. I struggled through years doing something i really dislike. And im still struggling. Come on, who like studying? Mugging at home alone and going out there having some great time with your friends. Which one would a wise kid pick? Of course the second. Its just too bad that the reality in Singapore sucks. You study or its gonna be difficult for you to make a happy living here. Sucks. And so i Did not inform my mother in advance that im gonna stay out that night so even if i called her last night, i doubt she gonna allow it. So Reached home near 12. The cab ride home was terrible. Both felt sick. Urgh.

Ciao

So the Gombak stadium only open from 7.30 to 8.30 pm just now. What the fuck. Anyway, Izyan didnt wanna go to the Gombak gym becoz have a cute guy :S Isnt that like a chance Izyan???!! But anyway, make our way to the CCk stadium. There's soccer guys there and some track and field guys. They're probably younger than me. In secondary school maybe. Wasted :S Ran a few rounds. Didnt feel tired at all. Maybe becoz we chatted so didnt really feel it. Saw Diyana, my cousin there. Damn she's so thin. Kudut. She's there for some track and field thing. I guess she only perform good in windy weather with the help of Mr Wind. Hah. So Papan.

Anyway, So much for the running. Izyan offered me a treat to Delifrance. Being Rad, I accept the offer. Damn. Urgh. Again add on some unwanted calories. Had a caramel pudding. And damn its delicious. Yum YUm Yum. Thanks Izyan! Next week again k?? hahaaa.. Man, i just love food. But too bad, food is making me look big. Which is bad. Duh

K i better get gg now. GOtta do some econs stuff and probably some revision until 3am. And after that gonna watch Ballack live. Haha.

Ciao.

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I ate too much for lunch when i know that im gonna be running with Izyan at Gombak in 30 minutes. I hope i wont vomit or anything. It'd be a total waste of food. Hehhee. ANd i hate the feeling.

Mother talked to me just now. Great.

I passed my Gp common test. Phew.

El Nino and La Nina. Im soooo obsessed with both this names. Cool huh? They're just Geography vocab which i think im gonna use it for my children in the future. Really? No. Aha. Just joking.

Im kinda disturb with wat Fad said in school just now. Urgh. Go to her blog and click link yourself.

So yeah im late.

Ciao

MOther is still cold towards me. I tried to talk to her but she somehow ignored me. hmm. :( But oh well. I hope this not gg to last long. If not, its gonna be difficult for me to ask for extra money. Haha. And plus, i wont be able go out often. But this morning, she was really damn noisy man. Urgh. I tried very hard not to get affected by a word she said.

So met up with bF for lunch. Dilidalidilidali at JE then IMM then Lot 1, then his place. Andard 8, im already home but hell, no one was at home. SO me went to Mc for dinner. I think ive been eating too much. Yeah man. All those calories. Making my tummy grow bigger and bigger. And everytime i go out with bF, i just cant stop eating u know. Dessert la. Snacks la. Cheesecake. Pizza. Delifrance. Urgh. I need to stop eating! But weird, the last time i check my weight, thats 5 minutes ago, its still the same compared to last week. SO yeah. Lucky me.

I think Lot 1 is the most dangerous place to hangout with bF. Becoz almost all of my relatives live in the west. So yeah. Both mother and father side. So its a danger area. AHa. Im gonna try very hard to avoid this area. heheee.

My parents just aint open abt me gg on with a guy of a different race. ANd even though we can be just friends. Urgh. How pathetic is that. Urgh.

An yeah i think Vanessa Anne Hadgens from Disney Channel MOvie High School Musical is sweet. Sometimes she looks hot too. Yeah Zachary David Alexander Efron in short Zac Efron is cute too. Aww. I kinda like that show.

Ciao.

Hey wassup. Ben sent me this pic taken during the U18 tournament, just feel like posting it up on my beautiful blog.

Just got home from meeting with with Bf. We played some pool. And guess wat? I won all the games. We played like ard 6 games.. And i won all 6 games. I feel like a pro. Yeah man. Hmm Actually Shane was the first person i played pool with and now, i can be considered same level as him *ehem*

I hate it when my aunties or family friends start ringing my mother kpo-ingly say that they saw me with this guy at this place, this time, doing this, doing that. What the fuck man. DOnt they have anything better to do? COme on, go and find something to do like sit at home and breast feed ur children or just suck ur husbands smelly toes. Urgh. So im eighteen now, and i cant even go out with someone of the opposite sex? HOw narrow can one's minset be man. Urgh. I hate this kinda society man. Whenever i go out, i must be careful with the little little things i do. I dont want wrong information to reach my mother and in turn she being mad. She cant get good sleep if she get to know this sorta things. What the fuck man, I cant even be myself. I have to walk with my eyes very alert for any "danger" u know. Urgh.

I wanna leave this society man. I wanna collect enough money and get outta this place. U know, i need some freedom u know. Its not that i wanna lead too open and westernised lifestyle not thinking abt the moral and religious aspect la, but come on, how do u feel when ur doing something and u just feel from the side of ur eyes, somebody u know is watching. I need some space at least. I dont like my every movement to be watched. I want to be myself. And its not like im acting inappropriately outside. No. Im sane. I know wats wrong. I know wats right. I know what i do. ANd im old enough to think the things im doing. Come on, im a teenager. i want some entertainment too. I know u had a terrible teenage experience due to the stupid midsetu ppl adopt in the past, dont put me in the same situation man. Urgh im pissed. Come on, we have to move on. I cant possibly be sitting in the kitchen every day every moment for the whole of the entire teenage years. World change man, and we should also change to the way we react to changes. On top of all these, i know the main thing still stand, and its not like im neglecting it wat..

ANd apparently, mother is mad at me becoz im with someone of a different belief and race. What the fuck. So she's saying that all malays are good? Come on la, open ur eyes wide wide and see for urself, wear tudong, supposedly religious la kan, but hugging with guys in public, and i dont think they are married. Hell, no. And they can be much more worse than any one would have guessed. I hate this kinda mentality man.

I wanna quickly finish my A levels, Hopefully get to work after that, collect enough money and "kapoooof" U ppl wont see me in SIngapore anymore. Urgh.. This thing is suffocating me. Urgh. And to people out there, dont be busybody la kan. Mind ur own business as simple as that.

Im pissed.

Ciao.

Aww.. Awesome. Rad is currently obsessed with Germany's captain, Michael Ballack. Isnt he just so adorable.. Hmm Yeah he is, of course.

ANyway something really weird happened to me. Just now, i was sleeping in my room but when i woke up, i was in the living room instead :S Damn that was scary until my sister said that my bro carried me. Wtf? Y did he do that? and i cant believe that i slept like a pig :S

Oral sucks. I was nervous as hell. I dont know for what reason. The examiners were kinda nice. And i dont know y i cant stop being nervous. KInda affect the way i speak and think actually. Urgh. Ok Rad look on the bright side, Its only 10%. SO i gotta do well in my compo. I hope. But before the oral, we had some good laugh. The malay peeps are lame as hell. A good thing actually when the jokes are good lame jokes and not stupid jackass jokes which could be associated with the guy in A7

I found myself someone to help me with my Ao Maths. SInce sec school, maths is not my thing u know. Thats y i dropped Amaths in Sec 3 . But since the course i want to take in University requires Maths. So i want to excel in AO maths. So my new friend, Iskandar (Haha) said that i can go to him whenever i need help. And he finds that the topics i have problem with are easy. His favourites. Chicken Feet. So i hope, by studying with him, i can improve. :)

My life is boring. School sucks. I just cant wait until everything ends. Urgh. ANd im looking forward to meeting bf tmr :) Suppose to meet just now, but he had some Cip shit to do so yeah i had to spend a Saturday alone sleeping. But wait, its great sleeping actually after the whole busy week. SO yeah, actually there's nothing interesting to blog abt, So befor i begin talking some nonsense, i better go now.

Ciao