yesterday went to East Coast Park. Nice weather. Crowded. PPl bbq-ing. Picnic-ing. Kite flying. Skimming. etc etc.Had a hard time finding a spot for the tent. So at last found a perfect spot. Chill to the max. A perfect day to relax. Played psp games. Too bad it wasnt perfectly planned. So our tent lack of weight and was so empty :). It was so windy and the leaves noisily rustling outside. We thought that it was gg to rain but nah. Weird. Ard 10 pm we cleared everything and went to marine cove. That place is awesome. Bars. Pool. Billiard. Karaoke lounge. Restaurants. Bicycle renting also available at night. 24 hours Mc showing the World Cup match. Didnt want to leave the place actually. How i wish i could be like this forever but hell, reality sucks. I still have to face the A level in few months time. And for now, the only thing mother/father/bro/aunt/friends/ teachers ask me to do is to study. And even if i do study,its not like as if its gonna make any difference. The way Mr gomez asked "Rad what did you do during the June holiday?" make me kinda guess that i have done really badly for the Paper. And its not like i didnt study. I studied with Fad days before the Paper remember? And its all wasted. So whats the point. I gain shit. Nothing. Whatever. Life as a student sucks. So boring. And studying has never been interesting for me. I struggled through years doing something i really dislike. And im still struggling. Come on, who like studying? Mugging at home alone and going out there having some great time with your friends. Which one would a wise kid pick? Of course the second. Its just too bad that the reality in Singapore sucks. You study or its gonna be difficult for you to make a happy living here. Sucks. And so i Did not inform my mother in advance that im gonna stay out that night so even if i called her last night, i doubt she gonna allow it. So Reached home near 12. The cab ride home was terrible. Both felt sick. Urgh.

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