I have been having this weird weird dream these few days. I was making out with a girl from my primary school. A girl! God damn it. And its more strange that i was enjoying the make out session. Am i turning into a lesbian?? Haha. What a question. It was damn disgusting. I shall not state the details here la.. Damn gross thinking about it. ANd i've been thinking about it the whole day in school. Dont know y. Urgh. Definately its nothing about me turning into a lesbian. ANyway, ive not been talking to her for a long time. And becoz of this dream, i have been waking up late. Urgh.

Something is really disturbing me. I really feel cheated. Urgh. Lucky there's someone whom i can talk to in school. COmforting abit. ANyway, to think that i got to know about it on my own, with me patching together the pieces together, is more upsetting. I guess he didnt know that. I cant do anything. This is over so long ago.So no point talking about it now. Its just that i got to know about it recently. On my own. I cant help but feel really bad. Urgh. Furthermore, i never expected to get this from him. He sucks. Really disappointing. He dont know that.

Been a really busy week. Actually im in a middle of some work. Econs and Gp test coming up. Gotta speed up, cant afford to disappoint Daddy dearest. If you ask me to name one guy i love the most in this world, i'd say i love Omar. Haha. Sounds abit wrong. But yeah, my dad is so sweet. No wonder he's married to my mom. Both very sweet. SO the daughter turn out to be very very sweet. Sweet + sweet = 2sweet = TOO sweet.

OK out of point. Better start studying now.

Bf, excuse me. I gotta sit for my A lvls soon. So get the fuck OUtta my way! Urgh.