Its just too bad that i couldnt join the girls on Saturday night. Urgh. From what they told me, they sure had a lot of fun. Damn i missed it. But, i swear my mother wont allow me to go to sucha places no matter how hard i convince her that i can take care of myself. Come on, im an adult now mom, i want to go. It sounds so cool. So the only choice now is to lie. Urgh. I feel really bad when i have to resort to this method to satisfy my wants. I will feel uncomfortable. And im sure, lying has its consequences. And im soo afraid of that. i have lied soo many times :S i dont know y, but last saturday, i didnt have the heart to do it again. My parents trust me too much. And im taking it for granted. Urgh. But if i were to just think about the consequences of lying, i will stick in this house like forever, not doing something that an 18 year old teenagers would be doing. Like come on, she will never allow me. Never. Not fun. Sigh. I guess i will get this A levels done first. And think about it later.

Anyway, i went to the mosque yesterday. Oh, y is that a surprise to some of you out there. Come on, im not that ignorant about my religion okay.. Ustaz convered on ALam Barzarkh, life after death. Damn, it was scary. Especially when he shared the discovery in Russia. Scientist placed a very sensitive device able to detect sound that a human ears cant. Initially the experiment was to study the movement of earth or something like that. But what they discovered was not something a human would expect. From the recording, sound of people screaming and very very scary voice could be heard. My ustaz replayed there sound and the crowd could actually hear "allahuakbar" Allah the almighty. And some of the scientist even fainted. Maybe its the sound of the malaikat. And who was that screaming? Only God knows.

Almost done with my new timetable. Should be able to finish it tonight. Hopefully i will stick to it this time. Im left with 1 month before the prelims. Sigh

Ok better go now. Need to go Choa Chu kang. By the way, i need the smoke machune urgently. And damn my primary-school-girl face. People dont even believe im already 16. Im not sure its a bad thing or good. But it sure is irritating at times. Especially when they stop me in cinema asking for teh IC when my hands are busy with stuff. Urgh

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