Friday means nothing now. I used to look forward to the weekend, bcoz then, weekend=Rock the town. Ha, but not anymore, its like the normal days where i would just stay in my room and yeah.. u know. Aha. Not doing something to personally entertain myself guys. But STUDY! Urgh.. Boring. Im a nerd. Im a nerd. Im a nerd. Any guys out there interested to date a beautiful hot but nerdy chick here. Wakaka. Shameless. No paper today. PLanned to burn some fats in the morning, but the weather didnt allow me to do that. ANd so slack at home, and watched the repeat of RockstarSUpernova. Im in love with Toby's original song. Very cool. And i think i fancy guys with round and bald head. They look sexy. aha. And its sad to see teenagers my age ending their lives doing stupid things u know. Ok thats totally out of point.
Anyway, i think that teenagers nowadays grow up faster than they should be. Not only those i see in the television but Looking at my little cousins, make me feel like im the younger one. Hell, they know more than me in some areas. But obviously their thinking dont mature like how they look on the outside. They dare to take risk without using their brain. Sometimes i wonder if they have one. But watsup with playing the Spirit of Coin or The Choking Game. What pleasure they get, i dont know. Man, those troubles that could happen to them and the family could be damaging. And the consequence of The Choking Game is fatal. Cheap cheap thrill man. Im saying all this after observing my cousins, most of them are in the growing stage. Puberty. And the discovery i made while in my aunt's house that day was surprising. Ha, I found a notebook, with alot of porn stuff written in it. And the siblings are way underage to know much about those stuff. It makes me kinda guilty for not doing anything about it. AAha. I hope they dont engage in those stuff that was in the notebook becoz obviously, i think they are way too young for it.
When i was their age, i was still soo slenger, Wearing super long skirt and and went to school with little attention about how my hair look. ha Kids nowadays. ANd one of the girls told me that a primary school girl was caught having sex with a lower sec guy in a community centre. Oh my god. I bet the girl just had not more than 10 cycle of period. Kids. We are asian man. Im not trying to sound conservative or what la. .But to me, its all about moral and how people are brought up. U go out in public, having sex wherever u feel like it, oh my god. Yeah i know, we are human being and most of people out there have an open mindset about this issue. Personally, i can tolerate this but at least give a little bit of privacy to it and respect to the people around. Not in a community centre. Bleagh. Kids.
If u notice, i dont write much about my bgr now as compared to the last blog yeah? Aha, thats because, First, there's nothing interesting to talk about. And second, i dont want to be seen as one of the girls out there who cant live without a guy. I try very much to keep everything calm and control myself so that i wont been seen as weak u know. But yeah, sometimes it just doesnt work. Anyway, that bastard didnt contact me since last week after the "no" msg i sent him. Chill Rad. Watever.
Able to catch some of the BDO Hockey World Cup matches on SUpersport. India not as impressive as i thought. But still powerful. Match Korea against Germany was boring. Hah. Anyway, theres this pakistani player, he's hot.
k ciao now. Till next time.
