oh, the weather is really pissing me off. Plus, my days have been super boring. After Sahur, i would try to get as much revision done. About 30 minutes interval, i would here voice from the kitchen :

Radhiyah, Tolong mak cuci pinggan ni sekejap!! or Radhiyah, Tolong bilas kain ni skejap!! or Radhiyah, tolong mak buat kuih ni!! or Radhiyah, tolong pergi pasar!!

Direct translation: Radhiyah, help me do the dishes! Radhiyah, help me do the laundry! Radhiyah, help me with this cookies! Radhiyah, help me go to the market!

Oh man, u get the idea. Even thou it can get really irritating sometimes, i shouldnt complain too much becoz my dad is not rich to get a maid and pushing everything to my mother is unfair la. Even tho, she's really hardworking but sometimes i think should just give her a break la.

And becoz of my bro, my mother is suspicious of everything i do now. I cant even go out often. And she thinks that Orchard Road is all bad. Typical makcik's mindset? Come on man, i just go there to meet some friends. And so where am i suppose to go then, just stay at home? Just study? Thats just too boring mannnn. Urgh. Had a really big quarrel with mom that day becoz she wouldnt even let me go to Bugis. ANd im not a kid. Urgh but im guessing all this happen becoz of my bro. Well, to a certain extent. Becoz everytime she lectures me, she would say something about my bro, which is sooo not related. Sometimes i feel that she's saying things that are not meant for me. Urgh. Best solution, shut up!!

My bro is cozing so much trouble man. He could at least inform my mother when he went overseas. He left home for days and keep my mother waiting. She even went to his workplace to ask about him. Urgh, macam anak setan siol. Pardon me man, i know its fasting month but everything has to go out. i cant take this anymore. And my mom has been quite sick and disturb latelybecoz of him. She even said that she couldnt even get good sleep becoz she's been thnking about my bro. U know, if i could have just one wish, i hope i could just kick his bloody faggot face, until his face gets distorted, i dont care. My mother prays for his well being all the time, and this is hw he treats her *Yak dushh* My mother just cares too much, cant blame her

Urgh. And i guess now, all i need to do is just stay at home and shut up! Coz i dont want to say much looking at the situation my mother is already in now, becoz that might worsen the situation. im not saying im a terrific fantastic daughter la kan. i know ive made my mom worried (yeah, she gets worried very easily) but at least i know how to look after my own self. And i dont do bad stuff outside =)

Ok enough about my bro, mother and family alright. Anyway, ive been working out, trying to get some abs man. oh yeah. Went to the gym in the morning. Very bad actually, i cant even remember the last time i ran. Hockey training is cancelled. Urgh, been awhile since i went for training, becoz of school shit u know. Now that school is done, i thought i could push the notes to one side for awhile and get my hands back on the stick but nah, very bad weather.Urgh. I was all excited man. bleagh.

Random stuff, im so in love with this guy from Bring it on:all or nothing. Awww.. His name is ...something Carr. ha, i dont care about the name u know, he's just so hot. Ok Rad, enough, nanti batal puase :P