Its been awhile since i got on the pitch. I hope to get back for training tonight and hopefully register myself for the U21 tournament on Jan-Feb. I may not be good for the team but at least i want to have that chance. I miss playing hockey. Besides i want to get myself occupied with stuff. I hope that will help. I want to clean myself from this shit as soon as possible. I need to get on my feet and move on. Ive tried getting myself up and everytime i do that, i slipped and get smack down on the ground again and again. I need support. I need strength. I need to rescue myself. Im gona do this. I cant just sing myself a lullaby and hope that things would get better. This cant go on.

Im gonna register for driving license as soon as i get my pay. It might be next week or next month. Im not sure. But i am so looking forward for my pay. Haha. Ive worked for only 2 weeks and im already talking about my pay. haa.. I need to get fresh. I am not soo fortunate la.. My parents dont give me cash for shopping so i need to earn myself. Well at least it teaches me how to be independent and not like some fucked up Prince and Princesses like some people i know, just spending their parents dollar like a running tap water. ANyway, i feel paiseh everytime i ask my parents for money la.

ANyway, i need to prepare myself for PromNight. Wahahhahahahaha! And get myself a partner? :P By the way, i lost weight!! Yay! By more than 3 kg. Im amazed. If u wanna lose weight, ask ur bf/gf to leave you. Then all u'd do is run, not eat much, become a smoke machine, get busy or sleep, and snap, its already the next day! Wakakaka! JUst kidding, bad advice. Do not try that at Home. The truth is, its painful hell.